what to do?
where to begin?
why am I lost?
so many questions..
have answers,
yet I feel so lost.
loosing myself,
slowly, bit by bit
I am stuck,
everything around me suffocates.
big puzzle,
can’t see clear, no more.
positivity is out,
way out through the front door.
nothing makes sense,
not even this very sentence.
ups and downs
highs and lows
leaves you battered and torn
is this race against time?
does time matter at all?
everyone’s interested in proof!
prove yourself before you desire.
how to know if I am deserving or not?
who can be sure till when to carry on?
when’s the right time to give up?
what we lose will it matter?
what we gain, how long will that matter?
is it a ride, a game or just some gamble.
dreams? what if dreams become nightmare.
do you still believe in your dreams?
shades of grey,
at times black, white is out of sight.
mad race
too many views, too many opinions
these just engulf all rights and all wrongs.
no light to guide
no rays of hope
when you start doubting yourself,
nothing makes sense
nothing
even ‘nothing’ has no
sense attached.
stuck
deep, deep in this trap
some call it life!
few act as if they are living,
few live their act.
random things keep occurring
and we search for happiness in this randomness!
happiness?
mere absence of pain ain’t happiness,
sometimes we get too numb to feel pain
that doesn’t imply being happy.
peace of mind is all that needed
size of that piece isn’t of much importance.
social?
doesn’t make sense
what use is of a smile,
stretching from one cheek to other
when there’s only venom in your soul.
stuck, lost
fallen
but wait
no one’s coming to save you,
you alone are your savior.
all are busy struggling with their life,
as you are equally messed up in yours.
world belongs to self made people.
people who have faith in themselves,
more than in any god.
no miracle potion, no enchanting mantra
can help you out.
you
and only you can save your ass.
take control.
cheers!
