Weed

The feel of air on my face
Life dives in by breaths
The electric swaying
Of the flower and weeds
Has anyone seen the beauty of a weed?
Or always stuck with a flower
Appears spiky, more softer than a petal
Look close
It holds a world inside
May be a galaxy
With many renegades
Like you and me

The mushy Sea
Calm and serene
Does it know that it never ends?
That it is made up of many waves?
The Sun tries to steal it away
Drop by drop
But not for long
Each droplet comes back to its beau
Through thunder storms and riverlets

Does music know how it sounds?
Its variations
Permutations and combinations
Is it arrogant or egoistic?
For being majorities company
During solitude, during mess
Its wild emotional play
To it how this mortal body sway
How it gets beautiful
As the different ends join
How unique it is
Even with a single play
How loud
How soothing
With the lullabies and the growling

The nights
Do they realize their existence ?
Do they love the stars ?
And miss the moon just before the dawn
Or do they just die everyday
To make its beloved day
Breathe in the Sun's rays

Do the other wonders feel bad ?
That I still don't know if they exist ?
Do they wait to be discovered ?
Share a new experience
Amaze me
With the magic they behold
To enrich my life some more..

Blind

Earlier there was love and pain
More love, less pain on good days
Less love, more pain on few days
Now you give me only pain
For which I still cry in vain

You make me wonder if love really is blind?
I thought you were compassionate and kind
Was this part of you always there hiding behind?
Huh! Never mind.

Mind the mind

Why am I stuck
Stuck so bad
Bad, as I have ever known
Known to few , for many unknown
Unknown, yet it pins me down
Down, down ,down

My mind is rust
Rust,  as correded it can get
Get me peace
Peace of mind at the least
Least for a second
Second is too long
Long enough
Enough to take my distress away

My head is pressed
Pressed with chains
Chains that smother
Smother the life out
Out of everything
Everything and anything
Anything that ever made me smile

Smile that refuses to come back
Back to this old face
Face that has become weary
Weary of this life
Life which turned out to be just a word
Word with no sense

Birds on my arm
Arm with wings
Wings which refuse to fly
Fly, take me high
High up above
Above this very thing
Thing that sucks out my dreams

Dreams with a mind play
Play with my emotions
Emotions, giving me nightmares
Nightmares which are routine
Routine since long years

Years where I have to search
Search for happiness
Happiness which was rare
Rare , precious, scarce 
Scarce, being turned to less
Less, less, less

Someone's own

Who doesn't want to be loved
In this whole wide world
To listen to the love yous
And feel the miss you

Who doesn't want to
Be pulled a little closer
Feel their hand on your waist
Grazing your back
Their touch
Piercing through everything that rests
Sweet chill runs down your spine

Who doesn't want to
Experience heaven on earth 
Love, with a pint of lust combined
Lips which refuse to part
Come back again
Each time wanting some more

Who doesn't want to
Be hugged tightly
Feel a bliss with their arms encasing you
The warmth that spreads
Putting your head on their chest
Can any other place on this world
Make you feel so safe

Who doesn't want to
Be called someone's own
The fingers always intertwined
Refuse to forego their touch
Their pheromones
Make you insane
The sense of wanting refuse to die

Who doesn't want to
Let their imagination go wild
Dream about the days and night
Wait for the magic to occur
Underneath the covers
Behind the blinds

Who doesn't want to be loved
To be pulled a little more closer
To feel those wet lips pressed against yours
Hands tracing your curves
To be lost in their arms
Never to be find

( P. S.  Who can ever say no to love!?)

Cheers!!

No fault in my stars ;)

Few love stories can't be put in words
Our love is such
You come up every night
Twinkling all the way
Burn out
Provide warmth
Light up my life
Hide behind the clouds
And play games
Never judge
Watch me laugh, seen my tears
Dancing my way through
Pain, intoxication
In pure amuse
Under you
Tossed for sleep
Acted like steam engine
Stick by me
Any place I go
Cheer me up
When I'm in guilt
In loss of words
My safe haven
My escape
You remind me of good times
Tear me apart
Then during the bad phase
I find only you around
Don't leave my side
Just like others
When you are tired of watching me from up there
Send a hint
I'll join your space
Loads of love

Drunk

You entered his life before I did
His first love, his fantasy

Present during his good times
And a must during bad ones

You coax him down
Make him insanely sane

Lessen all his burden
Give him invisible wings

Take him on rides
The fun ones with his friends, some long and lonely ones

You make his other relations strong
But end up reminding me, even if it hurts

He needs you more
Than he needs me

You comfort him more
Than I can ever able be

So I wonder if I'm wanted
Should I leave him all to you

You can take care of him
As you always did

Make him more happy
Slowly eat away his health, your nature it is

He prefers you over me though
So keep him for yourself, I have no interest

You have many lovers I know
A small request though

Do treat him special
As unlike you, he is my only love

Task ahead

My happiness
Is my business

Not somebody else's
My alone

No day dreaming
An obvious truth

Prince charming isn't of any help
Nor any holy saint

Any shrine or tomb
Both useless as anything can get

Prayers can't rescue
Nor the decreasing number of curses

If I cry
Blame me

If I'm anxious
Again it's me

Call me selfish
Or self obsessed

Ain't sensible
To loose it for anyone

Including someone who boasts to love me
or may be anyone I hardly care

The curves of my body don't effect it
Not even the scars that scare

It's a journey
With highs and low

Few join in, make it many fold
Few are eager to snatch it away

But who cares
As long as i have no wrinkled forehead

This is the only way out
For a peaceful escape

To stay happy
Is my business
My task
My headache
At which I have to excel

Cheers!

Stay

Stay
I may push you away
Without giving you a reason
Not listening to anything you say
But please, stay

I may get on your nerves
Make you mad
Test your patience
But please don't go away

I may hurt you
Or curse myself more
My mood swings may take you on a ride
But please don't leave

I may want seclusion
Solitude, with no company
May treat you as stranger at times
But you and I  aren't no longer different souls

I don't know if I'm lucky or it's you
Let it be anyway
Or any no way
But all that I want is you

Bear up with my quirks
Idiocies, foolishness
Or childishness as you say
But never leave me and go away

I'm yours
All yours
More than I belong to myself
I love you
More than I have ever loved my own self

So
Stay
Please don't go away
Never leave
You love me the same way
It's more true than a lie I believe
Miss you

Devoured by love

I have been broken
Broken for long
Too long

I have been a mess
Since the day I remember
As far as I can recall

I am not easy to love
Difficult to make sense of
Impossible to predict

I bring along with me the thunders and cyclones
I'm the desert and the mirage
Scorching sun and the warmth of the moon

I can't promise you a fairytale
No where close to it,
But you will have demons to fight

Demons residing in my past
Demons of my mind and soul
You'll have to conquer them all

You'll be hurt, burnt and bruised
Loved in a way you can never imagine
Nothing will match your expectations

So my darling!
It's your call
To stick or to move on

Make your way through petals
Or take me in
With the thorns I adorn