Calamity

If you knew what goes on in my head
If you could hear my thoughts
You'll never come close
No where near
Love will be the last thing on your mind

I wasn't made to be loved, may be
Only to love
And dare not expect it in return
Love, knowing my darkness will consume all the light there is
Knowing the serene calm I bring in your life
Is nothing but the deafening silence before the storm

I'm not here for me
I'm here for what, I'm not sure
But it isn't about what I dream or what I wish
What I want, what I long

I'll leave someday
Sooner or later
Leaving nothing behind
And my dear
If you don't stop loving me now
After knowing everything
You have chosen the worst way of self destruction I must warn

I love you
And can't be the reason of all your calamities
Lovers don't do that, not willingly, If I'm not wrong
What good will my love be
If I can't sheild you from the dark things
And the darkest place being within me.