the looks
the stare
the disgust
the glare
don’t know how
long i’m going to be haunted
gave my best
without taking
rest
did all i could
managing everything
i should
but still i doubt
if i’ll be able to get what i wanted
the pain
the brain drain
the pressure
the weird
gesture
took everything
in a positive stride
the tension
brought along
with the situation
let me accept
it, being frank
that at times,
it did make me go blank
wasn’t easy to
face that monster(read as question paper)
gave every bit
possible by me, to prevent any upcoming disaster
not a professor
i’m just a
student
not perfect in
the subject
just started learning
it
with all my
interest
made my share of
mistakes
i don’t expect
a distinction or any special applauds
just a pass will
content me
cause i have realized that it’s the knowledge of the subject that matters
the ranks, gold
medals are just a way to flatter
wish i was a
taro card reader
or a astrologer
to predict the
future
but here i
am..a curious creature
who is tensed,
humbled, worried, scared, afraid of the
'results'
just waiting
for the future to slowly unveil
lets see if it
has in store for me something good or evil
until then
the questions
the answers
the results
the expectations
keep haunting
me..
nice.. as always.. unique and fresh..! :)
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