Saturday, March 10, 2012

HaunTed...


the looks
the stare
the disgust
the glare
don’t know how long i’m going to be haunted

gave my best
without taking rest
did all i could
managing everything i should
but still i doubt if i’ll be able to get what i wanted

the pain
the brain drain
the pressure
the weird gesture
took everything in a positive stride

the tension
brought along with the situation
let me accept it, being frank
that at times, it did make me go blank
wasn’t easy to face that monster(read as question paper)
gave every bit possible by me, to prevent any upcoming disaster

not a professor
i’m just a student
not perfect in the subject
just started learning it
with all my interest
made my share of mistakes
i don’t expect a distinction or any special applauds
just a pass will content me
cause i have realized that it’s the knowledge of the subject that matters
the ranks, gold medals are just a way to flatter

wish i was a taro card reader
or a astrologer
to predict the future
but here i am..a curious creature
who is tensed, humbled, worried, scared, afraid of the
'results'

just waiting for the future to slowly unveil
lets see if it has in store for me something good or evil
until then
the questions
the answers
the results
the expectations
keep haunting me..

1 comment:

Hang on!

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