Mad love

I see you
With eyes open and closed
You are my dream 
My reality
My drug
My poison

You are the reason that's keeping me alive
And killing me at same time
You are my breath
My heart beat
My thoughts
My vibes

You keep me sane
And make me go insane
You complete me
You are my void

How bad do I want to hold you
Feel the softness of your skin,
The warmth of your breath
The smell of your hair

But a fear engulfs me
The harder I want to grip you,
The more you may slip away.
The tighter I want to hug you,
The more I fear
I may suffocate you with my love.

So I keep myself far
And look from a distance
As the nature's most beautiful and amazing creation spellbounds me with its magic

In awe, admiration
And with pure mad love..

Homeless

Love came knocking on my door

Not once but twice

A door which was shattered and broken

With no signs of anyone living inside

The first time it knocked,

I was too overwhelmed 

Thought it was mere delusion

Just my ears ringing

It came hesitantly though

Not sure if it was at right door

Came and left unnoticed

Unusually the second one was very determined

I tried to shun it away

But it stood there for long, knocking.

Finally I gave up

And let love in.. 

As days passed by

It made itself home

Renewed every nook and corner

The shattered door was now a polished one

And lead to a beautiful home..

Sooner the first one came along, to knock again

Unaware that I no longer stayed alone

Was tempted to welcome it

But who was I fooling?

The home I was letting it in, wasn't just my own

The door which shunned people away,

Was a home for love now.

If it left for new one's entry,

I can no longer call it home again

So I turned deaf.

To avoid getting homeless again..

Soulmate

You'll move on

Just like others

You'll fall in love again

With a new laugh

With silliness of someone else

By the ways they lighten up your life

The way they make you forget the time

And once in a while I may cross your mind

Unexpectedly, on dusting up the old memories

As my memories flash by,

There may be a faint smile across your face

Or no expression at all

But quickly oldies will be brushed aside.

Her chatter will bring you back to present

The melody of her voice will soothe your past wounds

You'll be loved this time

No more of unrequited love

She will be all yours

You can call her 'mine'.

Make love to her

Pour your heart out, though broken

You can take her into your arms

And for once, whole of your world will come into your grasp.

A tear of happiness may roll out of your eye

Or a tear of sadness as my memories interrupt you again.

But her love will be too vast to hold it in your arms

Too strong to be weaken by the unfulfilled dreams and wishes of past.

You'll realise how stupid you were,

To think that love wouldn't knock your door again.

You let out a breath of relief

Hug her tight..

Grasp hold of your world again..

No more trembling of knees, no pounding of heart

As peace fills you up..

And finally your soul will meet its soulmate..