NOT so RANDOM!!

My thoughts... huh! even I get amazed at the weird things which creep into my brain. I recollect during my childhood I just used to picture nothingness. Like how will it be if there was no man, no animal, no life, no planets, no stars, no galaxy, no universe..just nothing!! Nothing at all! Still there must be something existing even in this oblivion. Some force; unknown form of energy. That something has taken up the place of GOD or the SUPREME DIVINE in my life. Creating some kind of fear, love, and respect for the unknown. Someone who knows me more than I do. Someone who helps me get back that smile on my face. Realizing that no matter what happens that unknown force will always be by my side.

Smile

Smile is contagious they say. So it’s like half of the time I am smiling for my own reasons and rest half of the time it’s the smile I catch from other cheerful souls around. Smile freely..it helps you to unload all types of tensions or problems, no matter how serious they are. And smile doesn’t always symbolize happiness it also conveys that we have the courage of facing any kind of situation. One more thing to add..the best way you can improve your looks is by having that smile on your face. Keep smiling! :)

Friendship and love

Is there any relation in this world which doesn’t find its base as love?? Friendship is the best and most precious form of love. You can have anyone as your friend. Age, language, sex, relation etc has nothing to do with friendship. Your dad or your mom or even your sibling can be your best friend. Love and friendship are inseparable. We can be our own friends and acting selfish is a way of admitting that we love our self.

People around the world have named the various forms of love by different relations. Yet there are few forms of love which cannot be just framed under any dictionary word. Family...it too runs on the fuel of love. So when there is so much of love around we still find people complaining that the so called true love hasn’t yet entered their life!! But just reflect when we are unable to perceive the already present love around us, will we be able to make out when the so called love passes by!?

Life

Confusing people give confusing statements on life. Our life belongs more to us than any person on this entire planet. Try living it your way, make your own choices, and use your brain. Reading books, success stories..just gives us an idea about life, but they cannot assure us of how to make a living.

But anyway would anyone like to be known as second part of some Mr.X, who has already lived his life his way. Following breathe to breathe, day to day someone else’s life. We will be no better than trivial shadow then. And yeah you need not be someone else to taste success; it can very well belong to you.

So don’t stop or interrupt the production of the brand new product called ' I '. It may not be perfect, but it will be a unique model with its own benefits and defects. With its own originality and freshness.

That’s

LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE!!

funda!

let the game begin....

Angels and Games

Women SPORTS!! The games which flash in our minds when we hear those word are tennis, badminton, swimming, volleyball (especially the beach game)… but rarely does cricket come into our note. Wonder why is it so even in India, where cricket comes almost next or say on par with the Bollywood.(which happens to be the most popular source of entertainment and an integral part of many Indians’ life) I just speculate if the popularity acquired by these games is directly related with the glamour in the game..Or say it’s inversely related to the length of the sports wear these ladies put on! ;)

Anyways we are more interested in the game rather than its esteem! :D

Recently there was a sports meet at our college and various games were played. The most interesting being cricket especially the girls cricket. In fact it was me who added that stirring factor to that game by joining the team! ;) hehe

We were intended to play against our immediate senior batch girls. Two days (just some 6hrs to be precise) was all the time we had for our preparation. And this practice session turned out to be more fun than the real match which was played.

Cricket.. all that we knew about this game was through the idiot box...and all that we ever played was galli cricket (in my case its terrace cricket). We had no hopes of putting a good show on the match day. It isn’t that our seniors were any professional players, but they had already played more matches of cricket than we did, so even at sports they turned out to show their precedence!

We didn’t lose our hope though and got onto the field for practice. And as they say good things happen to virtuous people, few “ANGELS” descended to guide us through this crisis. Oh my GOD!! What angels were they! :p (guys of my own class) I actually thought that these angels came up to assist on their own, but I was later informed that it was arrangement made by someone among girls.

Scores of techniques, many tricks and clear idea about everything related with the game, we girls were enthralled by seeing the forte of our angels. Just then it occurred to me that if they actually knew the game so well why isn’t that even a single cricket tournament won by our batch till date???

One very small angel popped in from neighborhood to give us some extra guidance. It’s the love for the game that matters; age has nothing to do with it. That may be the reason why Tendulkar started crafting history from a very young age.

I could also manage to get few kewl cricket funda and tricks through sms from another obliging angel who also happens to be a cricket freak.

Few of these angels reminded me of John Wright, Greg Chappell, John Buchanan… for reasons unknown! :p

By the way these angels did have few things to feel good about after all the pains they took to make us learn that game. They got enough time to show off their so called sports flair in front of few popular chicks of the class, who were a part of the team. But as I said we did not know much about the game called “CRICKET”, we were very well aware of the other games they were trying to play. So at the end these angels couldn’t actually make much use of the opportunity they got. We could make the most of it though! ;)

The game was played; we lost the match just by a slim margin. But we had great time. And we really loved the spirit of the game. Next time we are confident to spring back with more enthusiasm and dexterity .Hopefully taking few of the tournaments to our acclaim.

[P.S. Women did make some hype even in cricket in recent times. Only difference being that it wasn’t as the players but as the cheering gang!]

Problem! it is....!?

Starting problem

So here I am struggling to pen down my thoughts. No, I am not trying to make this article look interesting by giving it an extra thinking. It’s just that I have a starting problem. [I wonder if this is genetic, nice topic of research for budding scientists :D]

Coming to problems.. they can be grouped broadly into two types. First group includes the problems that really exist and the second one comprises those which are usually self-imagined, self-created. The list coming under the second group are more harming than those in the first one. Why I say this?? You’ll get to know as you read along..

I group: Real problems. Which we have to face, no other go. Solutions can be found to these if real effort is put in and bit of luck does matter here. Like if you are born in a poor family, you can’t help it, you have to go through all that despair and pain that poverty brings along. But with efforts people have been able to raise above their levels. Few have reached places where people born in already flourishing families still dream of reaching some day. Luck plays a role here, as itsn’t actually in our hands to choose our parents our background, their family status..even the people with genetic disorders, mental disabilities fall in to this category. Because for no faults of them they have to go through a lot of dismay. Still brave hearts have been coming into light, who have become a source of inspiration even for the healthy and fortunate. So when your problem falls into this group, there is every chance for finding a solution or at least a hope of reducing the severity of the problem. We just need to have a fighting spirit and self confidence that the so called problem is nothing before man’s will power.

II group: Very harming I say. Self created or self imagined problems find their place here. These things aren’t any problems as such. They are usually cooked up things, usually people who always like being surrounded by some or other mess complain of them. If you see my starting problem also falls into this category. But at least I was able to overcome it, but there are who struggle with it life long. And what a crap is that, just for that “how to start” phobia people take many of their hidden talents unnoticed to their graves. Not taking proper care of our health, finding pleasure in drinking, smoking also are self invited problems. Which can be very well avoided, only if we want to. Well when you are very well aware of the outcome then why do you start complaining of the problem when it’s the actual time of facing it. Why do you or your family people doubt the medical science when it could do no good to your lung cancer which comes along as a package with your cigarette pack..or be it hepatic failure accompanying your bottles with the best tasting drink. Rash driving, laziness to fulfill responsibilities, not acting at proper time, not preparing for the test on next day etc are few of the random problems comprising this list.

So as you see these things aren’t actually problems, they are actually self-invited events.

Its better you face their results rather than complaining about them.

And yeah if your problem falls into the first group then my best wishes to overcome them and coming to second group its better if you keep that list short. You’ll be happy and so the people around you..

SoMeTiMeS...

Sometimes

I ask myself..

Who am I ?!

Sometimes I feel I am not actually wanted by any..

Things to be cared for except me are many..

I do realize it is family that always comes first..

To be liked by others is a never satisfied thirst…

Sometimes

I am gud, I am bad..

I am sweet, I am sad..

Sometimes I have many things to say..

But my lips remain zipped and the words don’t make their way..

There are many things about this life for me to know..

Learning on my own pace..running fast and slow…

Sometimes

I am sensible, I am wild..

I am arrogant, I am mild..

Sometimes I wish to b a beautiful princess..

But I would prefer a sports bike to that I confess.

I wana soar up in the sky..

Though till this day I could only see my kite fly..

Sometimes

I am smart, I am dumb..

I am active, I am numb..

Sometimes I am very childish or too mature they say..

It isn’t easy to pretend always happy and gay..

Have many dreams to fulfill..

They will become reality, unless destiny plans them to kill..

Sometimes

I am mess, I am pretty..

I am dull, I am witty..

Sometimes I wonder among family, love, friends, money what am I gona choose..

Ah! No thinking for this, I would never want anyone of them to lose..

Is it really required for me to make my life great..

Is there anyone to show a path which isn’t messy but straight..

Days pass on..

Life moves on…

Still….

Sometimes..

I ask myself…

Who am I ?!

Its just a start...

[Something on a chat friend...who has personified real friendship in this virtual world of internet]

It started just with a hi!

Complete strangers were you and I.

Never knew there was so much in store for us in life's cart.

Thought you were good enough to avoid in the start.

But as life moved on.

We slowly got along.

Huh! I still wonder how being a stranger you were beside.

When all my so called best friends left my side.

It does not matter if you are perfect or not.

Unless our friendship isn’t getting rot.

You are not like those who flatter.

You speak your mind, and only that matters.

I can speak to you on any topic without any bound.

The hope that I’ll get straight true replies is profound.

I do know that you are clever and strong enough to go on alone.

But you can always find me for help, I aint just a stone.

Today when I see you in trouble.

I am worried that you might stumble.

I just don’t know what to say.

Though confident u will make your way.

If I am north you are south..if I am east you are west.

Very strange but this part of our friendship is best.

Neither too close nor too distant.

I can message you at any instant.

I don’t have any love proposal to make...[You can relax now :p]

As I don’t want to put our friendship at stake.

We will always try being true friends.

Through life's up, downs and bends.

I might be thinking too deep.

Ah! My mind is too full for this topic to keep.

I don’t know how long our friendship continues.

Life being unpredictable, can take us to new venues.

The only thing I want to convey.

The plane of our friendship is just on the runway.

So...

As it just started just with a hi!

I don’t want it to end just with a bye...

I said you are my "BEST" friend...

[a special gift for my mom on mother’s day.. =)]

I said you are my best friend.

They called me modest!

Saying it’s just a feeling I am getting being the eldest...

A very beautiful relation we share.

I wanted to try out many risky things to prove my dare...

But kept out knowing how much you care.

Staying away from you was never too easy...

But your unconditional love helps me keep busy.

Though when I am at home I act a bit lazy...

Smiles, sorrows, fights...are just few of the many things linking...

YOU caught my sight just as my eyes started blinking...

And I lived my life through you when I dint know what is even thinking...

Made many new relations until now...

In which there is some hollowness I couldn’t avoid somehow...

But with you I share everything and that makes me say WOW!!

There isn’t any point where you can’t help...

Wish even I’ll b there for you and never take a back step...

YOU being around I am sure my life will take good shape...

New places,new people, new friends… come what ever may...

YOU are the one who completes my life any other day…

So I don’t mind even now to say...

That...

YOU are my best friend. Let they call me MODEST...

Or let it be just because I am the ELDEST!!

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY MAA.. :)

Neither you nor can I....

[my first poem…

Disclaimer :

The present poem bears no resemblance to any person living or dead. It’s purely work of fiction :p ]

Neither you nor can I change…

To remember me u need to put effort..

Struggling with myself to keep u out of my mind isn’t giving me comfort..

Your silence appears to hold thousand unsaid words..

Why don’t u let them off like free birds..

I wonder if all this is just my thinking way..

Or u really have nothing left to say...

You are a complete stranger now…

The bitterest truth to deal with but don’t know how...

Your heart holds no connection with mine anymore...

But if you are happy with all this I am not sure...

I’ve everything...though your absence pains...

Hope at least u have sum gains...

After all this I no longer believe in trust...

But life can’t go on like this an end to this is a must...

Wonder anytime in future if u ever came...

There are any chances of u finding me the same...

Neither you nor can I change…

I know that u don’t belong to me anymore...

But still I fear losing u just like before…

Wonder how till this day we got along….

U have already moved on..and now even I don’t want to make it long..

I Beg To Differ...

Nice title na... hope it turns out to make some sense. Have been posting the stuff I liked or found interesting until now, but guess its high time I start posting my own stuff! No piracy! :p

And yeah..your comments are always welcome =)