jUst..

Being home for a month. Being employed. Yet idle and even being paid for it.. Wow.. That’s’ something awesome I tell you... No work. No studies. Sleep. Internet. Music. With your months’ pay! Heaven! :D Best time.  Just living in present. Not letting my past trouble me nor getting scared of future. Time for myself. 

Saw few movies. Few good. Few worthless.
Downloaded a lot of music. Had fights with my siblings.

Long chats with my sms friends. Long fights with my best friends.

Well I can’t expect all the people I know to be free exactly at the point when I am. Took time to realize this though.
Meanwhile had fights with many blaming them that they don’t have enough time for me. Cursing my cousins and friends for not getting married when I’m actually free and can attend their wedding. None was left out. Cursed even self for not penning down the stuff my brain is filled with.

Finally giving it a go.. ;)

Life. It’s amazing. Always surprises you. 
You think you have cracked the mystery. Found the secret to happy living. But there is already a new puzzle waiting to be solved.

You get a feeling, ‘That this is it. I want my life to be like this!’.  And whoosh. When you have lived your fantasy for quite some time you get bored of it. New wishes, dreams build up, on their own with no construction charges. 

Say you had this exam. Difficult enough to pass. But bravo you score a All India Rank  in it. Few days pass. That becomes a history. And a new challenge awaits you. 

Something you feared of facing. Comes and passes by without your knowledge. Only if you just don’t let it become bigger than you. 

Coming to people. Each one of us have one life. Dear life. We just love it. And naturally wana live our way. Only one that we have.

Need to be brave enough to do what we want.  Make mistakes. Learn from it. Never blame others. Never regret.

And let others be lucky enough to do the same. Don’t go pestering around them with your advice. If you make any sense and if they are wise enough they’ll understand. If not the result of their own stupid doing will be a lesson good enough for them.

And as the same human you are. You can’t expect yourself to be always right. So taking advices and suggestions at times wouldn’t harm. ( All of this is easy to tell difficult to follow though! :-| :P)
 
Emotions. Keep them in control as long as you can. Coz most of the times when they take over your senses you find yourself more or less like a fool. The Jack- Ass. :P
 
And the most important one - Hope. This one I got from the recent movie I saw ‘Shawshank Redemption’. Which said, “Fear can hold you prisoner. Hope can set you free”.  Hope should be the last thing we ever lose. 

The great souls keep their hopes for things even after their death. Hope that they left the world in a better condition than they found. Hope that their children have a bright future than theirs’. 
Difficult to be that great though. So right now, I just hope that my tomorrow is better than today. Hope that at least few of my dreams turn into reality and that some of my fears turn into my strength! :D
And never depend on others to keep you happy. Take that under your own control. And keep everything simple. That’s’ it! :)

Still loads of things to unravel about the mystery called ‘LIFE’,  need another holiday month, and whoosh a new post! :D