Bitter truth.

I am not rude, not mean
But you and I aren't supposed to be we

I push you away 
You come back again

Please don't make it harder
And turn me into something I ain't

I'm a person drunk on love
Lifetime love

Which falls and rises
Matching the moon with it phases

I doubt my own love at times
I doubt the necessity of my existence too

Love's what I exist for,
Less than most of the times

I pick up fights 
Try to break away

But the person who makes me insane,
and keeps me sane is the same

He kills me
Then breaths in life

Tears me 
Sews me back

He cut himself trying to fix me
The very first day we met

His heart bleeds everytime I weep
For him I'm ready to break
Again, again and again

No God will curse me
No society will punish
If I leave him for someone better

But souls fall in love only for once
Dreams of beautiful future
Life bereaved of sorrow 
Can never bribe us

As long as my decaying body breaths in air
As long as I have my part to play
I will love him more and hate more or less

So I have only one thing to say
You have nothing here to wait for
To keep your hopes alive

Only when you let go off your grip of my memories
You can make new ones

Realise I not loving you in return
Has nothing to do with you, but me

A bitter truth
Waiting to turn sweet only when you move ahead.