Nights

Night lover I was
But now darkness kills

The moon, the stars, the silence
Drench me in your memories

The questions that start arising
Are too much for my heart to hold

The same gets played in my brain
On a loop, with no rest

I gave you everything
All you did was resent

Am I in a state of denial?
Of self I don't care?

This pain I'm presenting to myself
Something I have already excess

Somedays I forget you, I live
Suddenly you appear, I die again

I'm used to your silence
Still I get fooled and wait for your answers

I have started looking upto the dawn
To let the life in me stay alive

Nights used to bring solace
Now they only create a havoc