Monday, April 28, 2014

topsy-turvy!!



It is not about having an easy life neither is it about having a life full of struggles. It is about standing up for the things you want, the way you want to lead your life. And that choice is entirely up to you. You cannot make it complex or simple just because you want to, without making any sense. If you want something, you have to work your ass off for it. No excuse. If you cannot ; then you actually don’t wish enough for it to happen.
 No one just wakes up one fine morning, realize that they have been leading a simple life so start finding every single chance to make it complex (or decide had too much of drama so just make it simple just by wishing for it.) Neither is it about doing nothing about things you want just because you don’t want to complicate things. It’s about making things happen, just wishing for them doesn’t change anything and make them happen by some unknown magic. Neither does it make any sense to blame it on luck or destiny for the actions not taken by us, at the right time.

Even at the age of 25 the biggest hurdles/failure in my present life is flunking in an exam or performing poorly in a competitive exam. When the fact is that i haven’t actually started facing even small proportion of the things that can actually make my life go upside down for real. The fear, nervousness, anxiety I experience in that exam hall doesn’t stand a chance compared to the problems human system can present with during my medicine practice. Coming up with the right answer even in those pressurized situations actually matters. There you cannot give an excuse of getting confused or going blank cause I will be dealing with lives not some random questions with four options to opt from.
Having a real composed mind matters then. I have also realized a healthy active mind resides in a healthy active physical body. So neglecting it for any damn reason however important , is not a wise deal.
Few big changes are about to happen in near future. Major decisions and lifetime events are in the pipeline. And it takes a lot of patience, struggle, sacrifices to actually make a life according to one’s wishes. It isn’t going to be simple but it will be surely worth it.
In all of this I cannot ignore the supreme power. He always makes his presence felt. Always gives a new hope, new vigor, a fresh energy which I never thought even existed within me, to continue this large scale drama called life.
So all I need is oodles of patience, perseverance and faith in myself, to hang on to my dreams make them happen and see them coming alive in front of my own eyes.
cheers.. :)

Saturday, March 29, 2014

LIFE



life

ah! life you always amaze me
every time I think I had enough philosophies about you, 
you surprise me with some brand new stuff

sometimes it feels I’m just standing still
and you are the one moving
other times it feels you are stuck at same place and I’m struggling my way through

at times I take you for granted
the other times you are my honey
sometimes I find you in my mother’s scolding
my dad’s advice, my granny’s blessings
my sisters’ fights
and sometimes I find you in those two loving eyes

at times you scare me
sometimes you seem a mere joke
sometimes you are the most amazing puzzle to solve
at other times you are the same old routine
that bores to the core

today I think I know you much better than I did yesterday
but you prove me wrong just the next day
I see many making vain attempts to make you perfect
hope they realize, perfection and you can never go together
the moment I think that everything’s going perfectly alright, the very next second you make me realize how big fool i've been

at times I wonder if the main essence of leading you is happiness
but then a bit of struggle, sadness, troubles, confusions are required to spice you up

at times it seems you are laughing at all of us
other times I laugh at you, as if you were the best joke I ever came across 
or something which never made any sense

you are one beautiful mystery
which still remains a quest for many
you are strange, weird, absurd and what not
but the dearest of most

Willingly or unwillingly, we all are connected through you
the day we lose you, all our connections are lost
our existence comes to an end
so don’t know if I should be grateful to you or you should be to me
as I am one among the many, showing a completely fresh way of leading you

and as of for now
the only thing we can expect from each other is that
you enjoy my company and I yours’ , as long as we are meant to be together



cheers! :) :)

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

NEW YEAR!! :)


New year
new day
new goals
new resolutions
new we
new me (as its supposed to be)
 

then why don’t  we take a
new chance and try to understand  everyone (or say try not to misunderstand anyone)
make a new move to help someone
make a new attempt at controlling our anger/desire
give a new chance to our self  to gather back our lost courage and pursue our dream with the same spirit all over again
a new endeavor in fulfilling any of our childhood fantasy/dream
 
give a new hope to a friend who has given up
a new chance to our enemies to change their ways (if they do not need one, ahh their bad luck)
a new reason for our parents to be proud of us
a new way to make our granny excited all again
find a new excuse for fighting with our siblings
new way of proposing someone (only if d previous ones failed :P )
 
with all new courage
make new mistakes
new wishes
new style statement
new promises
new idols
new fans
new strength to face brand new problems
new moments to celebrate
new mistakes to learn from
new hobbies
new wit to understand the wise
new patience to deal with dumb heads
new motivation to stay fit
new zeal to stay focused
many such new amazing things..
Lets make this new year a real 'new' one..
Cheers :)

Sunday, December 22, 2013

at Peace!! :)



don’t ask me reasons
no explanations
no why? how? why not?
I have your answers
all your explanations
yet
I don’t want to reveal
cause it had to happen
and it happened this way
could have stopped it
or ignored
but I let it take its own way
the choices I made
the wishes I broke
will stay with me
till the last breath
have no regrets
no ifs’  no buts’
I’m playing my part
all that I can do
yet if it doesn’t please you
I’m sorry but none can help you!
don’t try to find motives behind
everything I do
cause there ain’t any to suit you
neither you my master
nor I am your slave
you aren’t perfect
and no saint
same goes with me
live your life
leave mine to me
be happy
and peaceful i shall be :) \m/

(P.S : I am over bound in joy for dedicating this post to all those typical indian relatives out there. who are making this society a better place to live in by having more interest in other people's lives than there owns'. desh bhakti, samaj seva in their words. we all are on the same old stone age, anti-developmental, anti-dreams, conservative path only due to their constant interferences and nagging. Hail you people.  ;) )

[didn't find any good pic on Google to convey my message, so i let my inner hidden artist to take over! :) 8) ]


Relatives who don't inquire about my marks,yes you are going to heaven.Definitely.
  - sarcasm society
 

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