Memories

Memories rip you apart
Bares your chest open,
Stabs everywhere.
Makes your stomach sore,
Heart wrench,
And your soul naked.
Knocks you down.
Hits you again and again.
Until you gasp for breath.
Each of your cell cries in pain
Begs for mercy.
To let you free.
Or kill at one go.
All your tears dry up
After countless hours of sobbing.
And you move about faking smiles.
Making others feel comfortable.

Different end!

Few relationships
Which you expected to last,
A life time.
To end with your last breath,
To still live on with your soul.
Beyond the measure of time,
Life and death.

When such a relation falls apart,
With no hopes of better tomorrow.
Where you will be left only with your memories,
And you'll have none to blame.
But to accept it and make a move.
It's neither the destiny nor the fate.

Only human.
We, fucked up humans.
With a mess of emotions,
Never ending desires.

But will you dare to take another chance?
Give love one more try?
Will you stop believing in forevers?
Or stupidly wish for a different end?

You live once.
Love once.
Die innumerable times.

Drugged.

A moment is all we had,
and a moment is all that ever mattered.

The past, the future
made sense no more.

I had an entire galaxy within my reach.
All that I ever dreamt of,
Things even beyond my imagination.

There was a magic everywhere.
Best kind of trance.

You drugged me,
And you were the drug.
That made me so high.
Even LSD can be put to shame.

Your intense face.
My dreamy eyes.

Which world were we in?
Were we two humans, or
Demon-Love Gods?

The moment.
A moment, just a moment.
You were all I had.

Never before I felt so rich.
The past was insignificant.
Future didn't scare.

Cause that moment,
Meant worth a million lifetimes.

A moment.
My eyes looking into yours.
I saw stars, galaxies, moon ,the sea
All in one frame.

No boundaries to limit.
No expectations to disappoint.

Beauty so pure.
Love so intense.

Passion running wild.
Drunk on heavenly pleasure.

let it be...

at some point

you make a start

finally,

you make a new start

the chains pulling you back

go invisible

dissolve into oblivion

years of guilt

years of pain

feeling of unworthiness

feeling of regret

finally,

make their way out

never to show up again

fresh breeze of air

caresses your  face

filling up the lungs

lighting up each of your cell

liberating your soul

no compulsions

no compromise

no fear

no sacrifice

new choices

new definitions

new ambitions

new reasons to smile

one life,

one single life

is all that you have got

past, may have had made you

but future is yours to shape

grasp hold of the present

stick to your roots

grow into the soil

flap your wings

dare to reach out for the sky

There will be moon in the sky.

You can love the moon
Looking at it in the night
Blurred one in the light
Brightness full of lust
Scars of strength
Different shapes, different size
Different moods, different vibes
The distance will kill at times
It's reflection is all you have
Long to embrace it
And never let go

You live on earth
But moon means the world to you
Moon moves around Earth
And you around moon
It doesn't stop or slow down for you
It has only care, no love
Should your moods change with its phases?
It shows up, and vanishes for few days
Leaving you puzzled and lifeless
Then it comes back to sky in full face
As though nothing has changed
It breaths in life
And takes it away
Most of the times
Your existence doesn't effect it in any way

So love yourself more
Don't act stupid
Or be a emotional fool
Save yourself from death
From hurt, from despair
For your love to stay alive
Let your heart find a different way
For even after you die
Love stays alive
Even after you leave this earth
There will be moon in the sky

Bitter truth.

I am not rude, not mean
But you and I aren't supposed to be we

I push you away 
You come back again

Please don't make it harder
And turn me into something I ain't

I'm a person drunk on love
Lifetime love

Which falls and rises
Matching the moon with it phases

I doubt my own love at times
I doubt the necessity of my existence too

Love's what I exist for,
Less than most of the times

I pick up fights 
Try to break away

But the person who makes me insane,
and keeps me sane is the same

He kills me
Then breaths in life

Tears me 
Sews me back

He cut himself trying to fix me
The very first day we met

His heart bleeds everytime I weep
For him I'm ready to break
Again, again and again

No God will curse me
No society will punish
If I leave him for someone better

But souls fall in love only for once
Dreams of beautiful future
Life bereaved of sorrow 
Can never bribe us

As long as my decaying body breaths in air
As long as I have my part to play
I will love him more and hate more or less

So I have only one thing to say
You have nothing here to wait for
To keep your hopes alive

Only when you let go off your grip of my memories
You can make new ones

Realise I not loving you in return
Has nothing to do with you, but me

A bitter truth
Waiting to turn sweet only when you move ahead.

Mad love

I see you
With eyes open and closed
You are my dream 
My reality
My drug
My poison

You are the reason that's keeping me alive
And killing me at same time
You are my breath
My heart beat
My thoughts
My vibes

You keep me sane
And make me go insane
You complete me
You are my void

How bad do I want to hold you
Feel the softness of your skin,
The warmth of your breath
The smell of your hair

But a fear engulfs me
The harder I want to grip you,
The more you may slip away.
The tighter I want to hug you,
The more I fear
I may suffocate you with my love.

So I keep myself far
And look from a distance
As the nature's most beautiful and amazing creation spellbounds me with its magic

In awe, admiration
And with pure mad love..