Stay

Stay
I may push you away
Without giving you a reason
Not listening to anything you say
But please, stay

I may get on your nerves
Make you mad
Test your patience
But please don't go away

I may hurt you
Or curse myself more
My mood swings may take you on a ride
But please don't leave

I may want seclusion
Solitude, with no company
May treat you as stranger at times
But you and I  aren't no longer different souls

I don't know if I'm lucky or it's you
Let it be anyway
Or any no way
But all that I want is you

Bear up with my quirks
Idiocies, foolishness
Or childishness as you say
But never leave me and go away

I'm yours
All yours
More than I belong to myself
I love you
More than I have ever loved my own self

So
Stay
Please don't go away
Never leave
You love me the same way
It's more true than a lie I believe
Miss you

Devoured by love

I have been broken
Broken for long
Too long

I have been a mess
Since the day I remember
As far as I can recall

I am not easy to love
Difficult to make sense of
Impossible to predict

I bring along with me the thunders and cyclones
I'm the desert and the mirage
Scorching sun and the warmth of the moon

I can't promise you a fairytale
No where close to it,
But you will have demons to fight

Demons residing in my past
Demons of my mind and soul
You'll have to conquer them all

You'll be hurt, burnt and bruised
Loved in a way you can never imagine
Nothing will match your expectations

So my darling!
It's your call
To stick or to move on

Make your way through petals
Or take me in
With the thorns I adorn

Mystic

People let you down, 

they do.

You do the same,

too.

So stop blaming others,

including yourself.

Stay happy,

more than sad.

Smile often,

than hesitate.

Respect others,

but never let them put you low .

Be considerate,

yet don't lose self.

Stop burning,

to comfort others.

Love passionately,

settle for nothing less.

Cheers!!

Memories

Memories rip you apart
Bares your chest open,
Stabs everywhere.
Makes your stomach sore,
Heart wrench,
And your soul naked.
Knocks you down.
Hits you again and again.
Until you gasp for breath.
Each of your cell cries in pain
Begs for mercy.
To let you free.
Or kill at one go.
All your tears dry up
After countless hours of sobbing.
And you move about faking smiles.
Making others feel comfortable.

Different end!

Few relationships
Which you expected to last,
A life time.
To end with your last breath,
To still live on with your soul.
Beyond the measure of time,
Life and death.

When such a relation falls apart,
With no hopes of better tomorrow.
Where you will be left only with your memories,
And you'll have none to blame.
But to accept it and make a move.
It's neither the destiny nor the fate.

Only human.
We, fucked up humans.
With a mess of emotions,
Never ending desires.

But will you dare to take another chance?
Give love one more try?
Will you stop believing in forevers?
Or stupidly wish for a different end?

You live once.
Love once.
Die innumerable times.

Drugged.

A moment is all we had,
and a moment is all that ever mattered.

The past, the future
made sense no more.

I had an entire galaxy within my reach.
All that I ever dreamt of,
Things even beyond my imagination.

There was a magic everywhere.
Best kind of trance.

You drugged me,
And you were the drug.
That made me so high.
Even LSD can be put to shame.

Your intense face.
My dreamy eyes.

Which world were we in?
Were we two humans, or
Demon-Love Gods?

The moment.
A moment, just a moment.
You were all I had.

Never before I felt so rich.
The past was insignificant.
Future didn't scare.

Cause that moment,
Meant worth a million lifetimes.

A moment.
My eyes looking into yours.
I saw stars, galaxies, moon ,the sea
All in one frame.

No boundaries to limit.
No expectations to disappoint.

Beauty so pure.
Love so intense.

Passion running wild.
Drunk on heavenly pleasure.

let it be...

at some point

you make a start

finally,

you make a new start

the chains pulling you back

go invisible

dissolve into oblivion

years of guilt

years of pain

feeling of unworthiness

feeling of regret

finally,

make their way out

never to show up again

fresh breeze of air

caresses your  face

filling up the lungs

lighting up each of your cell

liberating your soul

no compulsions

no compromise

no fear

no sacrifice

new choices

new definitions

new ambitions

new reasons to smile

one life,

one single life

is all that you have got

past, may have had made you

but future is yours to shape

grasp hold of the present

stick to your roots

grow into the soil

flap your wings

dare to reach out for the sky