Drunk

You entered his life before I did
His first love, his fantasy

Present during his good times
And a must during bad ones

You coax him down
Make him insanely sane

Lessen all his burden
Give him invisible wings

Take him on rides
The fun ones with his friends, some long and lonely ones

You make his other relations strong
But end up reminding me, even if it hurts

He needs you more
Than he needs me

You comfort him more
Than I can ever able be

So I wonder if I'm wanted
Should I leave him all to you

You can take care of him
As you always did

Make him more happy
Slowly eat away his health, your nature it is

He prefers you over me though
So keep him for yourself, I have no interest

You have many lovers I know
A small request though

Do treat him special
As unlike you, he is my only love

Task ahead

My happiness
Is my business

Not somebody else's
My alone

No day dreaming
An obvious truth

Prince charming isn't of any help
Nor any holy saint

Any shrine or tomb
Both useless as anything can get

Prayers can't rescue
Nor the decreasing number of curses

If I cry
Blame me

If I'm anxious
Again it's me

Call me selfish
Or self obsessed

Ain't sensible
To loose it for anyone

Including someone who boasts to love me
or may be anyone I hardly care

The curves of my body don't effect it
Not even the scars that scare

It's a journey
With highs and low

Few join in, make it many fold
Few are eager to snatch it away

But who cares
As long as i have no wrinkled forehead

This is the only way out
For a peaceful escape

To stay happy
Is my business
My task
My headache
At which I have to excel

Cheers!

Stay

Stay
I may push you away
Without giving you a reason
Not listening to anything you say
But please, stay

I may get on your nerves
Make you mad
Test your patience
But please don't go away

I may hurt you
Or curse myself more
My mood swings may take you on a ride
But please don't leave

I may want seclusion
Solitude, with no company
May treat you as stranger at times
But you and I  aren't no longer different souls

I don't know if I'm lucky or it's you
Let it be anyway
Or any no way
But all that I want is you

Bear up with my quirks
Idiocies, foolishness
Or childishness as you say
But never leave me and go away

I'm yours
All yours
More than I belong to myself
I love you
More than I have ever loved my own self

So
Stay
Please don't go away
Never leave
You love me the same way
It's more true than a lie I believe
Miss you

Devoured by love

I have been broken
Broken for long
Too long

I have been a mess
Since the day I remember
As far as I can recall

I am not easy to love
Difficult to make sense of
Impossible to predict

I bring along with me the thunders and cyclones
I'm the desert and the mirage
Scorching sun and the warmth of the moon

I can't promise you a fairytale
No where close to it,
But you will have demons to fight

Demons residing in my past
Demons of my mind and soul
You'll have to conquer them all

You'll be hurt, burnt and bruised
Loved in a way you can never imagine
Nothing will match your expectations

So my darling!
It's your call
To stick or to move on

Make your way through petals
Or take me in
With the thorns I adorn

Mystic

People let you down, 

they do.

You do the same,

too.

So stop blaming others,

including yourself.

Stay happy,

more than sad.

Smile often,

than hesitate.

Respect others,

but never let them put you low .

Be considerate,

yet don't lose self.

Stop burning,

to comfort others.

Love passionately,

settle for nothing less.

Cheers!!

Memories

Memories rip you apart
Bares your chest open,
Stabs everywhere.
Makes your stomach sore,
Heart wrench,
And your soul naked.
Knocks you down.
Hits you again and again.
Until you gasp for breath.
Each of your cell cries in pain
Begs for mercy.
To let you free.
Or kill at one go.
All your tears dry up
After countless hours of sobbing.
And you move about faking smiles.
Making others feel comfortable.

Different end!

Few relationships
Which you expected to last,
A life time.
To end with your last breath,
To still live on with your soul.
Beyond the measure of time,
Life and death.

When such a relation falls apart,
With no hopes of better tomorrow.
Where you will be left only with your memories,
And you'll have none to blame.
But to accept it and make a move.
It's neither the destiny nor the fate.

Only human.
We, fucked up humans.
With a mess of emotions,
Never ending desires.

But will you dare to take another chance?
Give love one more try?
Will you stop believing in forevers?
Or stupidly wish for a different end?

You live once.
Love once.
Die innumerable times.