Earlier there was love and pain
More love, less pain on good days
Less love, more pain on few days
Now you give me only pain
For which I still cry in vain
You make me wonder if love really is blind?
I thought you were compassionate and kind
Was this part of you always there hiding behind?
Huh! Never mind.
Why am I stuck
Stuck so bad
Bad, as I have ever known
Known to few , for many unknown
Unknown, yet it pins me down
Down, down ,down
My mind is rust
Rust, as correded it can get
Get me peace
Peace of mind at the least
Least for a second
Second is too long
Long enough
Enough to take my distress away
My head is pressed
Pressed with chains
Chains that smother
Smother the life out
Out of everything
Everything and anything
Anything that ever made me smile
Smile that refuses to come back
Back to this old face
Face that has become weary
Weary of this life
Life which turned out to be just a word
Word with no sense
Birds on my arm
Arm with wings
Wings which refuse to fly
Fly, take me high
High up above
Above this very thing
Thing that sucks out my dreams
Dreams with a mind play
Play with my emotions
Emotions, giving me nightmares
Nightmares which are routine
Routine since long years
Years where I have to search
Search for happiness
Happiness which was rare
Rare , precious, scarce
Scarce, being turned to less
Less, less, less
Who doesn't want to be loved
In this whole wide world
To listen to the love yous
And feel the miss you
Who doesn't want to
Be pulled a little closer
Feel their hand on your waist
Grazing your back
Their touch
Piercing through everything that rests
Sweet chill runs down your spine
Who doesn't want to
Experience heaven on earth
Love, with a pint of lust combined
Lips which refuse to part
Come back again
Each time wanting some more
Who doesn't want to
Be hugged tightly
Feel a bliss with their arms encasing you
The warmth that spreads
Putting your head on their chest
Can any other place on this world
Make you feel so safe
Who doesn't want to
Be called someone's own
The fingers always intertwined
Refuse to forego their touch
Their pheromones
Make you insane
The sense of wanting refuse to die
Who doesn't want to
Let their imagination go wild
Dream about the days and night
Wait for the magic to occur
Underneath the covers
Behind the blinds
Who doesn't want to be loved
To be pulled a little more closer
To feel those wet lips pressed against yours
Hands tracing your curves
To be lost in their arms
Never to be find
( P. S. Who can ever say no to love!?)
Cheers!!
Few love stories can't be put in words
Our love is such
You come up every night
Twinkling all the way
Burn out
Provide warmth
Light up my life
Hide behind the clouds
And play games
Never judge
Watch me laugh, seen my tears
Dancing my way through
Pain, intoxication
In pure amuse
Under you
Tossed for sleep
Acted like steam engine
Stick by me
Any place I go
Cheer me up
When I'm in guilt
In loss of words
My safe haven
My escape
You remind me of good times
Tear me apart
Then during the bad phase
I find only you around
Don't leave my side
Just like others
When you are tired of watching me from up there
Send a hint
I'll join your space
Loads of love
You entered his life before I did
His first love, his fantasy
Present during his good times
And a must during bad ones
You coax him down
Make him insanely sane
Lessen all his burden
Give him invisible wings
Take him on rides
The fun ones with his friends, some long and lonely ones
You make his other relations strong
But end up reminding me, even if it hurts
He needs you more
Than he needs me
You comfort him more
Than I can ever able be
So I wonder if I'm wanted
Should I leave him all to you
You can take care of him
As you always did
Make him more happy
Slowly eat away his health, your nature it is
He prefers you over me though
So keep him for yourself, I have no interest
You have many lovers I know
A small request though
Do treat him special
As unlike you, he is my only love
My happiness
Is my business
Not somebody else's
My alone
No day dreaming
An obvious truth
Prince charming isn't of any help
Nor any holy saint
Any shrine or tomb
Both useless as anything can get
Prayers can't rescue
Nor the decreasing number of curses
If I cry
Blame me
If I'm anxious
Again it's me
Call me selfish
Or self obsessed
Ain't sensible
To loose it for anyone
Including someone who boasts to love me
or may be anyone I hardly care
The curves of my body don't effect it
Not even the scars that scare
It's a journey
With highs and low
Few join in, make it many fold
Few are eager to snatch it away
But who cares
As long as i have no wrinkled forehead
This is the only way out
For a peaceful escape
To stay happy
Is my business
My task
My headache
At which I have to excel
Cheers!
Stay
I may push you away
Without giving you a reason
Not listening to anything you say
But please, stay
I may get on your nerves
Make you mad
Test your patience
But please don't go away
I may hurt you
Or curse myself more
My mood swings may take you on a ride
But please don't leave
I may want seclusion
Solitude, with no company
May treat you as stranger at times
But you and I aren't no longer different souls
I don't know if I'm lucky or it's you
Let it be anyway
Or any no way
But all that I want is you
Bear up with my quirks
Idiocies, foolishness
Or childishness as you say
But never leave me and go away
I'm yours
All yours
More than I belong to myself
I love you
More than I have ever loved my own self
So
Stay
Please don't go away
Never leave
You love me the same way
It's more true than a lie I believe
Miss you
