Wednesday, November 15, 2017

Strip down

Baring your naked skin is easy
You just have to drop down your clothes
Even if you are in the mood or no
In time you can get into the groove
Else wrap it up in few hasty seconds

Getting your intentions naked
Stripping layers off your soul
Is totally a varied biz
It can't be thrusted upon
By any force
For any damn reason

Everyone knows what lies
beneath those woven threads.
But the thoughts under this bony cage
Are hard to decipher, even by self.

Cause this random mumbling
Of your brain
The insane madening emotions
Contained in your heart
Are too good at playing
Hide and seek

The skin show pleases the flickering psyche
Not the cold dark dungeons of my heart
Which await to be illuminated
By your blazing soul

Tuesday, November 7, 2017

Due

Missing someone you love,
Is heartbreaking
Soul wrenching
Breath taking
Nerve wrecking

But you struck that deal,
Didn't you?
When you gave your heart unto love?
To use it the way they want..

To love it back
Or break it into million thousand pieces
To take care of it
Or to leave it to rot

But there's a weird comfort in this pain

If the person you miss are one of a kind,
Who love you the same
Then cherish every ounce of this pain
You got lucky, they owning your heart.

And wear this pain as a smile
Cause when you two finally meet
When this distance no longer exists
Make sure you get your due
For all the pain you beared
In the most sweetest possible way..

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

don't

I don't regret loving you

I shouldn't

but I did

may be I will continue

at times, 

when I have none to blame

but self

when no one's around

to feel that I'm human,

so to err is being me

that moment, 

when I'm all by myself,

none to comfort

I will blame you

for the way things turned out

blaming you for not loving enough

for letting me go,

without any tinge of pain

nor hint of discomfort.

I will blame you for being heartless

for thinking of only self

I will blame you,

for things we did together

for each and every moment

where we shed tears of joy

and of pain 

in each other's embrace

I will blame you 

for every memory I have of you

I'll blame you for loving me

for encountering me in this life

I will blame you 

for everything 

and anything I can imagine about

but the pain 

of the hurt you gave, 

still stays the same

I still keep a hold on that love,

which no longer exists

I'll regret meeting you

knowing well 

most of me today, 

is the result of the bond we shared

knowing you will

occupy a space in my heart 

until my last breath

I can't substitute that,

nor replace

with anyone or anything.

but for my heart to go on

for me to still count my breaths

I'll regret loving you

on days when it's too much 

for me to bear this pain alone

blaming you will lessen the load..

Saturday, October 7, 2017

Disco


Do I need the disco lights
Of different colours
To let my hair loose,
for them to go any direction they choose

Do I need a sound system
For the music to play
To sway my body,
to the rhythm of my soul

Do I need a crazy crowd
None of them who I know
To share my high,
what's it like to feel alive

Will I be an eccentric
If I happen do all of this..
In my cozy room
With the playlist on my phone
In my own company
And enjoying every bit of it..

I don't really care!!

Friday, September 1, 2017

Reasoned love ( may be )

May be our love wasn't enough
To keep us together any long
May be I loved you for different reasons,
Reasons diverse from yours

May be we both were again looking for new reasons
To stay in love
To keep loving
And may be love is the last emotion to be reasoned with

There's no sanity in the things the heart desires,
No explanation for the emotions it feels
And may be when we put our brain into use
For choosing a person to love
The love just fades away
Along with the significance of that reason

It was a decision, a wise one
We thought we were best for each other
As we were too lazy to keep waiting for our instincts to work
Too impatient, too clever ,
To fall in love without any reason

We both had our own excuses in reasoning love
But with or without any reason
The thing we had wasn't some play or spoof
Emotions were involved
A lot of them

Nevertheless our reasoning failed
And our reasoned love was put to an end ,
Acting on the advice of our wise old brain
Mind over matter we chose

Alas!  Our heart is stupid though
When it breaks, it breaks the same
For the love reasoned and the unreasoned
And no amount of reasoning ever comforts a broken heart..

Hang on!

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