i had a social life...

a feeling of insecurity and incompleteness always looms over the lives of people of medical field.

• you put in all your efforts, study through days and long night outs to enter the medical college.

•  when you are in medical school you just eagerly wait to complete the course.

•   when you are successfully through it, you wait to get a pg seat.

• when you get into sum post graduation course it tests all your patience and perseverance to get through it.
  and after that it depends on you and your branch if you still want to continue with further specializations.
  
  

all this takes up minimum of decade’s time.

finally you get a feeling of content from your professional life, but then you realize that once upon a time you had a social life and then you entered a medical school. ;)

you will be thinking of starting a family while rest of the people of your age from other fields will have already completed theirs. :P

 

BLIND war!!

Love is blind

can be unjust or kind
sees no caste no creed
not income not style

takes you through odd dreams
and places of weird kind

no time is good or bad for it
no small or big a sacrifice

makes you restless makes you mad
makes you happy makes you sad
 

none can say when it happens
and with whom
nor can anyone  be sure
if its blessing or a lifelong doom

run ,hide, escape, deny

if its meant to be, it will be

even the lord cannot defy

it takes you through highs and low
at times you rule or just bow

its neither a competition nor a  game
yet you happen to win or lose
and you got none to blame
 

it has shown many fairy tales, few with tragic end
few just suck at it, few awesomely blend

hours seem to pass in fraction of seconds

and minutes seem a lifetime

can bestow you with happiness enough for ages

or leave you in eternal grief

a war with your emotions you wage
no place for any hatred or rage

some become self-ish some care-less

few try to control, few just surrender

can make you real possessive or just self-less

makes you poet, a philosopher

or a warrior who lost the battle

but bravely stood by his choice

and its all that ever did matter

love is blind

one of a kind
a risk not to be missed by any

a chance to be taken many

if you win, all good

if you lose, well atleast you tried! :)


[ P.S : this post doesn't make any sense, nor does it rhyme
          but had to pen it down, just to kill time!! :P :)    ]

topsy-turvy!!

It is not about having an easy life neither is it about having a life full of struggles. It is about standing up for the things you want, the way you want to lead your life. And that choice is entirely up to you. You cannot make it complex or simple just because you want to, without making any sense. If you want something, you have to work your ass off for it. No excuse. If you cannot ; then you actually don’t wish enough for it to happen.
 No one just wakes up one fine morning, realize that they have been leading a simple life so start finding every single chance to make it complex (or decide had too much of drama so just make it simple just by wishing for it.) Neither is it about doing nothing about things you want just because you don’t want to complicate things. It’s about making things happen, just wishing for them doesn’t change anything and make them happen by some unknown magic. Neither does it make any sense to blame it on luck or destiny for the actions not taken by us, at the right time.

Even at the age of 25 the biggest hurdles/failure in my present life is flunking in an exam or performing poorly in a competitive exam. When the fact is that i haven’t actually started facing even small proportion of the things that can actually make my life go upside down for real. The fear, nervousness, anxiety I experience in that exam hall doesn’t stand a chance compared to the problems human system can present with during my medicine practice. Coming up with the right answer even in those pressurized situations actually matters. There you cannot give an excuse of getting confused or going blank cause I will be dealing with lives not some random questions with four options to opt from.
Having a real composed mind matters then. I have also realized a healthy active mind resides in a healthy active physical body. So neglecting it for any damn reason however important , is not a wise deal.
Few big changes are about to happen in near future. Major decisions and lifetime events are in the pipeline. And it takes a lot of patience, struggle, sacrifices to actually make a life according to one’s wishes. It isn’t going to be simple but it will be surely worth it.
In all of this I cannot ignore the supreme power. He always makes his presence felt. Always gives a new hope, new vigor, a fresh energy which I never thought even existed within me, to continue this large scale drama called life.
So all I need is oodles of patience, perseverance and faith in myself, to hang on to my dreams make them happen and see them coming alive in front of my own eyes.

cheers.. :)

LIFE

life

ah! life you always amaze me

every time I think I had enough philosophies about you, 

you surprise me with some brand new stuff

sometimes it feels I’m just standing still

and you are the one moving

other times it feels you are stuck at same place and I’m struggling my way through

at times I take you for granted

the other times you are my honey

sometimes I find you in my mother’s scolding

my dad’s advice, my granny’s blessings

my sisters’ fights

and sometimes I find you in those two loving eyes

at times you scare me

sometimes you seem a mere joke

sometimes you are the most amazing puzzle to solve

at other times you are the same old routine

that bores to the core

today I think I know you much better than I did yesterday

but you prove me wrong just the next day

I see many making vain attempts to make you perfect

hope they realize, perfection and you can never go together

the moment I think that everything’s going perfectly alright, the very next second you make me realize how big fool i've been

at times I wonder if the main essence of leading you is happiness

but then a bit of struggle, sadness, troubles, confusions are required to spice you up

at times it seems you are laughing at all of us

other times I laugh at you, as if you were the best joke I ever came across 

or something which never made any sense

you are one beautiful mystery

which still remains a quest for many

you are strange, weird, absurd and what not

but the dearest of most

Willingly or unwillingly, we all are connected through you

the day we lose you, all our connections are lost

our existence comes to an end

so don’t know if I should be grateful to you or you should be to me

as I am one among the many, showing a completely fresh way of leading you

and as of for now

the only thing we can expect from each other is that

you enjoy my company and I yours’ , as long as we are meant to be together

cheers! :) :)

RanDOM qUOteS!!